SELF-DESTRUCT

I went through a few of my words today
& I noticed they were all about love
Trying to find that special someone
Not recently but when I was only 13
Why was I looking for love at that age?
That's when you go to the movies with friends
I wonder if it has to do with my father
leaving us in the past
There was a time in my life I was self-destructing
Really I was looking for love from men
Because my father was gone and
my brother had passed
My brother was like my father in some ways
I would've had him give me away
I know young woman today are looking for love
why so early? Is it cause our fathers aren't thier
for us? Is cause they were never thier. My father left when I
was eight, I barely remember some of the things him
and I did before than. All I'm saying is I'm coming up with
an analogy.... why is that girls who don't have thier fathers
self-destruct? Why do they turn to other men from love.
But they end up getting used and abuse.
Their morality fade.... all they see is love....
all guys do is tell you what you want to hear
than they got you because they know
when a woman is not going no where....
self-destruct: what does that mean for woman